I’ve been making Jewelry and giving them to my instructors and staff members at the program. The wire wheel necklace is my favorite by Namie. I have it next to my design that I was making.
I had a revelation that is making me question my desire to be a filmmaker. I think I want to do something more boring…like the knitting and a 9 to 5. Maybe I will change my mind. I just don’t want to work in a fast pace industry where I’m always chasing the next big thing or focusing on making a lot of money.
I need to find how to do something I love, make money to sustain myself and keep it moving. I’m going to try and spend the next three months not thinking about film. I still have to write the script but I’m going to see if I can wait to write it after three months. I gave my word so I will complete the project. After that I will decide whether I really want to pursue filmmaking or crafts…or even something completely different.
I am sitting here holding back tears…why do Koreans create so many good shows? I think I’ve cried or almost cried during every TV show I’ve watched.
I want to make movies that make people cry. I need to study Korean art and culture. The men really treat their women well. I’m just saying. I’ve yet to watch a Korean show where women are disrespected.
Confession, I only watched the beginning and ending of the show because I like happy endings. I knew this show wasn’t going to have one so I can’t stand to watch the middle. I would go insane. I don’t handle drama well. In this story the good guy doesn’t win the girl, so I’m not happy.
*sobs*
Recent dinner: Green peppers stuffed with chicken and rice. Very good…washed down with ginger tea.
Working on a dress with braided corset or bodice. I’m sewing the braided fabric together. Love the color.
New Horizons to discover
I’m thinking of either figuring out how to join my tumblr with the new blogspot website I’m working on or deleting my tumblr. I haven’t decided yet. I might keep both but if I don’t I will delete my tumblr. I’m sitting in Bryant park, I think it might rain so I will head back home. Been very busy and creative. I am happy. Doing a lot of things I want to do. Will be looking for a job in July for a casting director position. For now, I’m just creating and helping others create. I love working with others. I currently have one client, I hope to get more in the future.
Hung out with Namie today…had such a great time. I knitted the skirt. A lot of people like it. I’m making one for Namie. I love creating.
Girl meets boy
Boy might like girl
Girl might like boy
They both have dreadlocs
Common interest…
Looks like I might be ready to get into a relationship. Never thought I would ever see this day come. We’ll see what happens with boy and girl with Locs.
I have a new TV show in my queue. Maybe this one will be a happy story. It’s called “Rooftop Prince”. The plot is interesting…time travel mystery.
A prince from the Joseon era, Lee Gak, is catapulted 300 years forward into the future in Seoul 2012 with his entourage, which includes Song Man Bo, Do Chi San and Woo Young Sul, when he tries to investigate the suspicious circumstances which surround the death of the girl he loved. In the present, he finds a girl who looks exactly like his beloved crown princess.
Focus, Focus…Focus!!!
I need to pick a Major before applying to college. I’ve been feeling down these past couple of weeks. I’m so all over the place. I want to narrow my interests down to two things. Later in life I can expand to other things. I think I want to do Business and Film Production. I want to run a film company.
I need to find out what classes and steps will lead to me running my own film company. I’m currently looking on the NYU website for courses that I would be interested in. I’m also watching a Korean TV show…yeah, I need to work on Focus.
